Day 7 — Exes

Your Ex-first and last boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

To my first crush
You're so elementary.

To my first boyfriend
I never thought you were the one.

To my first love
Sorry I didn't show it enough.

To my last boyfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up.



That's all....

Day 4 — Your sibling/s

Brothers and Sister,

Y'all crazy.

My older brother, Bryan, Thank you for making me an aunt at such a very young age lol I'm only 19, ok? I'm still a teen. But it's ok, you're in the right age but not the right time still it's a blessing. I'm excited to see my niece :)

My ever crazy sister, Shane, hope you're doing fine. It's been what 2 or 3 years since I last saw you. I miss you. Hope you'll work out the things between you and mother dear. I'm hoping to see you soon.

To our youngest brother, Byron, you're a nuisance 70% of the time but you're still my little brother. I'm sorry for breaking your guitar, I felt really bad when I did that but don't worry I'll let you use my keyboard.

I love you all three.
I'm glad to have you as my siblings, I consider myself lucky and you should too! :)

Box Car Racer - I Feel So

BoxCar Racer - I Feel So

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Day 3 — Your parents

Parents,

Where are you?
I can't put to words my feelings.
I'm upset, I'm disappointed, I'm hurt, I'm tired, I feel so lifeless.
My eyes are tired of crying every single night.
I want to shut my self off.
Do I really have to go through this all alone?
Do you even care?

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 2 — Your Crush


Zacky V.,

Please come to the Philippines!
I'll sacrifice my allowance for a month just to see you live.
If I miss your concert here, I'll dye my hair fire red!
See you someday Zacky! :) ♥

Random Things About Me.

1. When I was younger, I'm terrified of the marching bands.

2. I skipped nursery school cause one of my aunts told me that there's a monster in our school.

3. My brother's pet foal bit me in my butt.

4. I've always wanted to join the army.

5. Hates horror movies but loves war / violent movies.

6. I cried when I found out that I will be in the top section in my sophomore year in high school. Hate it.

7. My first boyfriend cheated on me three times.

8. I want to see Slipknot, A7X, Eminem, Green Day, Alanis Morrissette and Pink LIVE!

9. I had an appendectomy when I was 9.

10. My sister kicked me in the crotch.

11. Took a key on one of the keyboards in our computer laboratory on my last day in high school. I think it's the Shift key.

12. Had my first drink and got drunk after my high school graduation

13. Told my teacher in High school that I need to go to the restroom but went to canteen instead. Did that a lot of times.

14. I drew Gaara's tattoo on my wall.

15. I already have names for my future kids.

16. People always thinks I'm younger than my real age.

17. I punched a guy three times my size in my freshman year in high school.

18. I want to fly to the moon, bungee jump and sky dive.

19. Never had a relationship longer than 2 months.

20. Accidentally gave my teacher the "finger".

21. Joined school competitions and won but never told my family.

22. Got my heart broken and took it out on a web cam.

23. I want to be a panda in my next life.

24. I'm a sucker for a guy with tattoos and piercings.

25. I know I like a guy when I can't remember his face.